My Monologue


Oh my gosh! This is unbelievable. I blew it. I blew my cover. How? How did I let this happen? I ruined everything! What will my family say to this? I tried so hard to give everyone the impression I was a good person. I went to church on a weekly basis. I maintained a decent job as a lawyer so no one would ever suspect my suspicious behavior. Never in a million years could I have imagined my family and friends finding out about my dirty little secret. But it wasn’t so little any more. It was huge, gigantic, enormous. So great I don’t think I could ever return home. How did I not know Grace and Phil were following me? They finally caught me. They caught me peeping through the window of Mary Murphy’s house. They stood there watching me the entire time. I was shocked to believe my sister and brother in law discovered I was a peeping tom. As I was turning around to head back home I spotted them staring at me just about five feet behind me. Thoughts were flying through my head a million miles a minute. What was I going to come with? What excuse could I have used for them to actually believe me? I wanted to curl up into a ball and die. I knew after the moment my family found out about this dirty habit of mine I was going to loose absolutely everything. My wife is going to file for a divorce right away, not even considering the twenty years of marriage we shared. My children will disown me. They will never want to speak to me again along with my family. This is it for me. I knew my lies would catch up to me eventually and now it has. I will never be able to face my family again. I’m just going rot in hell with all the other perverts in the world!